Confinement in camp

Oh my! Just read all the post I posted last time! It sounded so god damn childish!! Hahaha, well I have no idea why I ended at this blog... Just wanted some place that I could rant I suppose? Well... Life's sux after I enlist! Everything changes so drastically. No freedom, no $$.. NOTHING! And not even yr care and concern.. It's been 3yrs, and I'm still waiting for you... but you made me feel so insignificant to you! To you friend are always more important. No matter how hard i tried it just seems so.. Forget it!!!

So.. Went out with her during Christmas Eve. Felt so fucked up! Only spent 4hrs with you! Hahaha! Find myself so stupid!! and of course... Friends more impt to you.. I'm nothing!

And only if you could spare a thought for me..