can't take it anymore

ARRRRGGHHX ! living in this crap world !! with no motivation and a a single bless, Alas, is it gone ? or its is nv meant to be rounded in a happy ending . all seems so real to me, but it's getting more and more surreal and blur . im destined having to suffer in this pain, leaving me with no force to retaliate or change my fate . ZZzzzzzzz




PS : stop texting me, felt so irritated . you are still the same, when u are in need and down then u look for me . im not ur spare part nor do i live for you, get what i mean ?!