moodles

its 3.14 now, tmrw still gotta work. sigh, everyday same routine in my life, work or study~~ only have friday and saturday with guys. its jst 10 days since poly started. why do i feel that alot ppl had changed? really dno why, had doubt whether every1 will make a effort to meet at least once a wk... maybe im jst too selfish, every1 deserve a right to make friends with ppl they want. but im jst relying too much on them.... really hope friday outing will be fun. saturday will be studying with some sec3 from punggol sec, sounds weird eh. but too bad, promised some1 to go. its bad to brk promise. jst hope it goes well.... sighh, everynight same routine, gotta make myself totally tired b4 slping... how i wish time could reversed, and everything can be undone. every msg from u i still rmb wats happening that day. rmb i was playing bball with guys at 188, and i said im bored nth to do, u called me to mention u in my blog. i told u wat if 1 day u stop msging me and u said it wont happen... but its happening now. everytime i tried to delete ur msg, but my heart jst dun allow me to do so. how i wish u could knw im still unable to forget u. i just cant forget it~~~ why cant i just get rid of u off my mind, when nothing to keep my occupied and i close my eyes, i still think of you.. even a goodnight msg from u once in awhile from you i still feel contented, at least i knw u still have the heart to txt me... i really felt so tired, although consolation from friends makes me feel better, but the feeling come back the nxt day.....

WIDE AWAKE!

its 5.24 a.m now and i still cant slp!! omg!!~ anyways, lives been boring, poly have started, left only me to spend the day. i've been working and studying. worked at zinc at bugis street, pathetic pay but overall was quite fine. good thing is the ppl there are good and time flies. bad thing is, pay rate is too low! omg!~~ deciding to quit anot, have to consider 1st. wonder wat will happen nxt yr. will everything be the same or we wont see each another anymore.. maybe they will have new friends and life in poly while i'll have another? will be most probably gg ns nxt yr, kinda worried im unable to adapt. my brain is full of future things!! gg explode alrdy! still haven do my assignment! due date 29. every month there's assignment and exam. omg~~ will die de sia!

boringgggg!

went back to skool tdy, then went to find mr low and go 196 carpark see ppl fight. hahaha thanks to lucas! after that gt a gina shout mada then all zao! knn sibei geh yan... then went cut hair with dean, the one nxt to our skool. regretted though cos i forgt to tell her nt to cut my fringe, and nw my fringe was like shorten by 0.5cm! damnnit! then went to kaplan at somerset for my orientation. one word to describe it, SUX! sibei boring arrrr!!~~~ luckily i went off earlier, cos i just find out all they talking is inside the book they give us. oh ya!!!! and the 4D!!! the no. came out, but the no. jumped!! ystd i buy de is 0094 and tdy come out 9004!!! KNN! tio birdshit for nth! damnnitttt!!!!~~~~ but kinda spooky leh, the no. only jumped, but is the same. really so zhun meh? its 230 nw, after smoke finish then go slp le, sighhh, my whole mind is still thinking bout her.......... how!!! can any1 teach me hw to forget some1? its been months im trying to let go of her, 6 months of memory. can u all knw hw it felt like when u are txting only 1 girl in 10 months, and suddenly she show u cold shoulder? all i wish is just 1 msg from her each day, so be it be goodnight msg.... hw can i forget bout the txt, those sweet words she told me, the care and concern, call me to cheer up when i didnt do well for my 1st chinese olvl.. i guess i could only slow adapt to this. i really really misses you each night~~~ crappppp!

thats all, gtg as my 2nd stick is finishing.

BACK POSTING AGAIN

HELLO EVERY1! im back posting agn!;D really to bored, dno wat to do nw so decided to post agn. wanted to c8 a new blog but give up halfway due to my laziness;X hahahahahas, tell u all something! tmrw sure tio 4D. went to orchard tdy, was boring. saw a uncle selling 4D tdy, keep thinking want to buy anot. then when i walk pass him, i decided to buy. so i walk back and buy from him, the no. is 0094. then when waiting for the traffic light, a bird shit drop on me. WTF!!!! so zhun right?!!!! crap sia, then went toilet to wash up. met family to eat dinner at suntec, then dad bought a samsonite bag, hundred plus, then headed home. so borrredd! time really fliess~~ its april nw and tmrw is my orientation day. quite looking forward to it, as i will be meeting new friends, new moments. but i swear, i wont forget bout my old friends;D 4 years would definitely win 1 yr, yea! poly starting soon, would be hard to catch up with my buddies, dno why but somehw have a feeling that we are drifting apart from each other.. some promise to say his secrets to me but didnt say on that day, and said something that i think are we really good friends, felt really hurt that moment. till nw and u still scared i will say out ur secret.. forget it, couldnt force u if u dun wanna say. some friends that i really wont forget......



LYE YIXIANG : Although we only knw each other for like 2 yrs, but dno why i know i could trust you. u are the 1st to smoke with me and see my tears, still rmb it rain all of a sudden and we went outside the hougang mrt station shelter and i started shedding tears. we start smoking and although u said nth but really appreciated your accompany. and during chalet, i rmb the 2nd night i cried agn at the park and u consoled me, and agn u are the one who saw me crying. soo really thanks!

HOE CHENJUN : my 4 yr friend! i think i still owe u and apology. for letting our friendship to get hurt over girls. when i think back its really childish. hahaha, so sorry for having disputes with you over mabel and sylvia. cos u are the 1 who stand by me till now, not her even though i defended her so much. hahahaha, hope u wont mind eh(:

LOW YONGQUAN : yo low guan! ll rmb that u are the 1st friend i talk in punggol sec and the 1st who smoke with me. still rmb that time we are still the same height but nw, LOL!!!;X jkjk. hahahaha, still rmb when we say kevin fat during the 1st day of skool, it soo funny la. hahaa, although we didnt spend the most time tgt, but u are always there for me when i needed some1. thanks for accompanying me when i just called u to pei me out of the blue, and used up ur whole night. really wanna say thank you so much and gdluck with ur poly life!

CLARANCE : dunno why, still cant rmb hw did we get close tgt, been racking my brain for the past 30 mins, decided nt to think anymore. hahaha, really miss the days i u and yx go buangkok! hw i wish time could turn back, to those beautiful moment. even though we are tired, but in our heart we feel really happy. LOLOLOL! still rmb the 1st time we teach u to ' tarek '.. ur face is like so funny can! still can laugh when i imagine of it. dno why are u still emo though, u had a wonderful gf, although dno wats happening, but i just wanna say cherish b4 u lose it. cos i can still see both of u still love each other lots! goodluck and i give my blessing to u2.

JERMYN : FERNVALER! although we are nt in the same class for 4 yrs, but thanks for the memories! the stay at ur house was great!! hahahaha. ty(:


THATS ALL! GTG! BYE!