is this all a dream

just realised i haven't been blogging for 1wk . juts get too busy nowadays . sorry .

arent mistake meant to be learned and not commit it again ? but why it seems that i would commit the same mistake again ? i kept telling myself not to believe in it again , but u let me to once again have faith in it again . kept thinking the possibility but it just doesnt get through me . just hope heaven would stop torturing me .



PS : FOR GODDAMN SAKE . GET OVER IT . ITS BEEN LIKE MONTHS . ZZZ . I REALLY DUN WISH TO HATE YOU .