moodless

why must you do that ? u dun need to nor had to . maybe apologising doesnt help much . but perhaps that the most i could do isint it ? stop doing such foolish thing please !!! just cant bear it to see you hurt because of something that is not ur fault . its all my fault . im bastard , a real bastard... ok ?! for abadoning you and hurt you . please . i beg you T.T . u are making me losing all my confidence . i really hope u could carry on strongly !!! i know you can know a better guy then me . olvl is around the corner . i really dun wish to see you ruining ur future for me . we werent meant to be together at the 1st place . but im really happy to be with you , u make me feel loved for and cared for . but now it isint that simple anymore . it's complicated then i could imagine . sorry ...... is the last word i could say . silly girl , stay strong .


PS : CAN I ? MAYBE NOT . i really cant do it . i tried to for today but it failed . hais . wat should i do ??