moody

to my close friends . really sorry for today ! i dont meant to =( . after skool today , i really dunno wat got into me . just get damn so pissed with everything and started emo-ing . just felt that im so useless . for even that small and tivial things . hais . starting from english . i realised im so weak and suck in summary . javier could finish planning and the summary within 50mins but why i cant ?!!! ARGGGHX ! stupid isint it ? just felt that fuck up and useless . then after english going for lunch , my heart suddenly damn pain when walking to canteen and when eating noodle . but i endured so as not to let u all worry that why i call u all dun disturb me . but , why am i so weak and useless ?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sorry for letting u all worry . and to chenjun , really sorry for calling u fuck off . i dont meant to .. just dun want u all to know about it so i tried to endure the pain . but it seems that it worsen the situation . sorry MY FRIENDS !! T.T

PS : STOP IT ! DUN MAKE ME IGNORE YOU AND I REALLY DUN WISH THAT WE COULDNT EVEN BE FRIENDS !