confusion

im in a state of confusion now ! wat should i do ? accept it or avoid it ? well , i dont really noe wat i should do ! maybe heaven is testing me ? hahas forget bout it ! OMG ! today i felt so weird . although i felt confident that i would do well in todays chinese mock exam =) the number part i gt 20 while many others only 10+ . so ya ! hehes ! hope in o'lvl i could maintain my standard and improve ! WOOT ! im gonna strive on ! hais , felt weird about kip smsing you , the attraction seems to disappear . the feeling had also gone . perhaps i'd gotten over you since i have fallen for another person . SORRY ! im nt good for you =( hahas ! but anything u still can look for me ! always here for you !

PS : waiting and waiting . miracle pls appear ! hais . onegaijimasu ! anyway i don expect much , just wish everything could be like b4 . recover soon !