another dissapointment

hais . been crying tis few days. as expected today is another battle . went to skool as per normal and thinking about her . and here comes the battle ! chinese - B3 , maths fail , combined human c5 (thanks to ss) . and i felt most dissapointed is chemistry . this is the subject i prepared the most and felt most confident in . but still fail . dunno wat im doin tis few days . HAIS ! my result totally sucks . GOTTA CHIONG DURING HOLIDAY LE ! 11 more days to chinese Olvl . hais felt so unprepared . chinese had nt been improving since tis yr . in my whole life i nv had gt B3 for my CL b4 . nvm ! just gotta work hard . then went compass wif yong quan da ge to cut hair and makan . his hair damn cool ! like those japanese yakuza(gangster) but he kept saying that his hair is v. short . then had some man's talk while waiting for bus , after speaking to him i felt better =) thanks man !

PS : letting go is really v. painful . but perhaps thats the only choice i have . felt so tired . finally understood yong quan feeling . we are on the same boat full of holes .

to YILIN : wei wei dun sad le la ! hahas ! is the guy dunno hw to cherish you . not forgetting we our 26 yrs old pact uhs ! perhaps tomorrow call you then tell me wat happen okay ? HAHAS ! smile more =) always there for you ! JY !

GTG jogging agn le
everybody goodluck !