on the verge of breaking down

AAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHXXXXX !!! everything seems screw up . think i would did badly for my MYE for tis wk . cant think of a single shit with my mind thinking about you . life seems cold without you . nothing can describe my feelings now . its may seem stupid but its really hard not to get stupid . u know how much it hurts when u call me not to bother u . its as if im a nuisance to you . just wan you to cheer up . it hurts me to see u so sad and tired but i cant do a single shit . maybe im nt a person who have gullible mouth and know hw to make you happy . sorry T.T

how i wish my tears could flow away with my love for you . but that seems impossible . T.T

ANATAWA HONTO NI BAKA . gomenasai !