しょうがない夢追い人 (hopeless dream chaser)

its 4 nw, and i still cant fall aslp..... there's something i really do not understand and cant let go.... just wat the hell is wrong with me?! really dunno wat should i do. arrrgghhxx!!! am gg bonker soon... just cant slp everyday, maybe its insomnia... am really really tired, even with a few hr of slp, i still can stay up till so late.... still had to work tmrw, luckily its the last day... well, work had been smooth, except for have to stand for very long... quite slack actually, only have to time the contestants and hlp to set up the tables... only have to work to keep myself occupied.. well, a doctor can only cure others but nt itself, so true... had consoled so many ppl but nt myself, i should had knew tis would fall upon but why am i so stupid to commit so much, in the end, only for a word HATE .. 私わ本とにバカ, i still rmb till now..



PS : sorry. hope u had enjoy ur show.