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awwww, damn it..... my left eye is swollen.. damn irritating !!! ystd suddenly felt something pain and itchy and who eye became red. tot maybe is lack of slp or something likdat... but tdy morning it became swollen ... damnnn crappppp ..... tdy slpt till 3plus den wake up, still feel tired, maybe last few days was otw till damn late and woke up real early ... felt so weird tis few days, used to slp late but nth to do.... staring in the sky and stoning. . . . . anyway, went compass and meet up with her to take back my mp3 . dunno why, really wanna see her badly for no reason and recalled that night where i asked her to hlp me keep my mp3 ... crap, gotta stop it ... then waited for bus to parkway parade to meet my family for dinner.... had some talk b4 heading home and watch i guess ... and here i am blogging, suddenly feel a urge to do it ... well i supposed that all for tdy, had to slp early and hope tmrw is a fresh day ^^




PS : maybe i had lied to u alot and gave u empty promises, but it was all unitentionally due to circumstances. hw i wish u could put urself in my shoes and think in my view. but i supposed it isint impt anymore eh ?? slp earlier and takecare, especially u are sick nw, maybe u cant see it nor even bother to come here .. but its okay, for everything is over and im moving on just like i had once did. really thank for that night, really feel that im the most happiest person and felt loved, although it all lies, but in doesnt matter.. hope u will find a better one who will cherish u ^^