hectic LIFE

i felt so happy . finished the maths paper and i managed to do it :) well , today i think i could do well for the conversation but definitely not the reading . keep stumbling !! felt really dissapointed with myself for being nervous . just hope to get 7-8 marks and i will be contented .

today i told her everything . and maybe we shall end here .although you appeared to be allright , but im still worried . i could only say sorry , for hurting you and to start this relationship although i knew it would turn out to be likedat . just hope u could really stay strong and find some1 good enough to cherish you , love you and dote you . im just not good enuf for you . sorry !! i just couldnt bluff myself for not loving you anymore . i really feel happy to be with you , even its just a short period , yea . maybe you are right , but im just escaping my feeling . i know im a bastard , a real bastard , for hurting you and not puting myself in ur shoe . all i could say is ... sorry :(

gtg jogging now . bye ....