一波未平一波又起

for goddamn it . u dun have to criticize me . i had told you im fine and u gave me all the crap shit in the middle of the night . i have the freedom to say wat i want and do wat i want . but did u express ur concern for me other than reading my blog to know wat the hell is happening to me . just wanted to settle it on my own and not let u worry . am i in fault like this ? and u said im like bro . god crap ! i noe what im doing ... im old enough to settle things my own . not like a children anymore or tell you everything about me . everyone had their own problems that they dunn wanna say . isint it ? and if like that u are going to have a cold war with me , im really fine with it . really . cos i feel that im nt in the wrong... i always tot u are the only 1 who understand me the most , always there for me when i needed some1 . console me when im down . but now it doesnt seemed to be happening . but it seems that im wrong ...... so wrong . or perhaps i'd changed . just let me cool down for awhile ! i need time to get over it ....... felt so weak and tired ...