Sleeeeeeeeeppppyyy!!~~

gtg slp soon, tmrw gotta work. well slpt for abt 12 hour today! but still feeling slpy. ystd went for sylvia bday chalet with cj. felt fucking screwed up but i cant do anything. felttt really helpless. this week i was drunk 3x. kept thinking bout the past and looking at the phone.... haiissshhh. there's really something call retribution. when u play with another person feeling, the nxt time when u found some1 u really love, u would loser her... really must thanks yx, for taking care of me when i was drunk and accompanying me when im crying. i rmb he said something, if im didnt rmb wrongly he say its so rare for me to be so faithful. hahahahaha, but i think i wont be the nxt time. cos it will only end it with me getting hurt. Lastly to every1 esp yz, thanks for being there for me when my heart problem acted, that pt of time really feel like dying but bcos of u guys i continued to endure the pain... thank you all so much(:



PS : after finding 2 substitute, im still nt able to forgt bout u.... i know im stupid to hang on on everywords u said, but its just difficult for me to forgt. the misses u had said to me that lighted up my life and pull me thru olvl and hard timess..