あなたが’すき。ILY <3

MUGGING!~~

2010-06-16T00:10:00.003+08:00

okay, my blog is so dead! time to revive it from dead;D although everything changed, i think i should broood over it so much since its hopeless. well only look forward to after exam tis saturday. mr lye brithday, punggol carnival and much fun! hope everything will be fun and turn out good! jst finish my personnel management module classes! miss my lecturer and his jokes and laughter! hahaha, well thats all for tdy! byeeeeeeeeee~~~

satisfied

2010-05-31T04:51:00.002+08:00

i knw i shouldnt be greedy! but i really miss u so much! tdy is officially 1 yr. but u are no longer mine. goodluck for ur chinese olvl anyway! all the best! support u in my dreams。。 night every1..

YAWNNN!!!

2010-05-25T02:31:00.001+08:00

waa, keep yawning!! Lol havent been slping for the past 40hrs. the feeling was damn unbearable. but still dun feel like slping. jst chk and realised im having fever agn, with flu. zzz, but i think a good rest would cure it(: well, cheerup dean! i believe ur father wont wish to see u sad also! beside, u always have us beside u!! my middle finger nw damnnnn pain! jst nw close door and my finger at there.. bloody hell! hahaha, i think that's all! some1 rushing me go slp le! night all! this should be post ystd, but dno why nt posted;X

looking forward to tomorrow

2010-05-14T03:10:00.001+08:00

finally tmrw is friday. once again time flies!! every week pass like nobody business. and once again i had quit my job;X how i miss secondary skool life!! although it was tiring, but can spend whole day with friends. miss the ringing sound and we would go spc buy old chang kee, go econ or prime eat. after eating go for a smoking break and go back to school again. that was the best time man! but now, wakeup jiu shi watch tv alone and eat breakfast, at night go class. gotta look for new job alrdy, if nt i will be bored to death. sigh! its been long time since i'd my pocky spree. everyday i would buy like 4-5 packet and eat during remedial or self study. thn kevin and zk would be there and stare at my pocky. LOL! miss august and september also... forget it, its over. still doing my accounting assignment. but the end result is wrong... cant find any loopholes. urrrghhhs gg crazy~~~ well thats all, bye!

change of song

2010-05-10T02:45:00.002+08:00

i'd uploaded until the end by a7x to my blog. suddenly love this song alot. the lyrics is also v. meaningful. hope u guys like it.

exam in nxt saturday, plus new assignment.. damnnn sian, haven get started. tmrw gonna spend whole day studying le. well, hope everything goes well. thats all, bye;D

PS : goodluck for ur prelim, Jy! and takecare(: thats all i can do for u nw, well, wat dean said to me makes sense. im not gonna brood over the past. jst want u to knw i'll be by ur side when u need me... jst wish that u'r happy, and i'll be more than contented.. treat it that im returning u a favour for ur encouragement u gave me last yr ba. all the best for ur life

contented

2010-05-03T02:36:00.003+08:00

Thanks so much, seems that my decision of online is correct.... really felt contented for ur concern. goodluck for ur prelim;D

moodles

2010-04-29T03:14:00.003+08:00

its 3.14 now, tmrw still gotta work. sigh, everyday same routine in my life, work or study~~ only have friday and saturday with guys. its jst 10 days since poly started. why do i feel that alot ppl had changed? really dno why, had doubt whether every1 will make a effort to meet at least once a wk... maybe im jst too selfish, every1 deserve a right to make friends with ppl they want. but im jst relying too much on them.... really hope friday outing will be fun. saturday will be studying with some sec3 from punggol sec, sounds weird eh. but too bad, promised some1 to go. its bad to brk promise. jst hope it goes well.... sighh, everynight same routine, gotta make myself totally tired b4 slping... how i wish time could reversed, and everything can be undone. every msg from u i still rmb wats happening that day. rmb i was playing bball with guys at 188, and i said im bored nth to do, u called me to mention u in my blog. i told u wat if 1 day u stop msging me and u said it wont happen... but its happening now. everytime i tried to delete ur msg, but my heart jst dun allow me to do so. how i wish u could knw im still unable to forget u. i just cant forget it~~~ why cant i just get rid of u off my mind, when nothing to keep my occupied and i close my eyes, i still think of you.. even a goodnight msg from u once in awhile from you i still feel contented, at least i knw u still have the heart to txt me... i really felt so tired, although consolation from friends makes me feel better, but the feeling come back the nxt day.....

WIDE AWAKE!

2010-04-22T05:24:00.002+08:00

its 5.24 a.m now and i still cant slp!! omg!!~ anyways, lives been boring, poly have started, left only me to spend the day. i've been working and studying. worked at zinc at bugis street, pathetic pay but overall was quite fine. good thing is the ppl there are good and time flies. bad thing is, pay rate is too low! omg!~~ deciding to quit anot, have to consider 1st. wonder wat will happen nxt yr. will everything be the same or we wont see each another anymore.. maybe they will have new friends and life in poly while i'll have another? will be most probably gg ns nxt yr, kinda worried im unable to adapt. my brain is full of future things!! gg explode alrdy! still haven do my assignment! due date 29. every month there's assignment and exam. omg~~ will die de sia!

boringgggg!

2010-04-08T02:21:00.003+08:00

went back to skool tdy, then went to find mr low and go 196 carpark see ppl fight. hahaha thanks to lucas! after that gt a gina shout mada then all zao! knn sibei geh yan... then went cut hair with dean, the one nxt to our skool. regretted though cos i forgt to tell her nt to cut my fringe, and nw my fringe was like shorten by 0.5cm! damnnit! then went to kaplan at somerset for my orientation. one word to describe it, SUX! sibei boring arrrr!!~~~ luckily i went off earlier, cos i just find out all they talking is inside the book they give us. oh ya!!!! and the 4D!!! the no. came out, but the no. jumped!! ystd i buy de is 0094 and tdy come out 9004!!! KNN! tio birdshit for nth! damnnitttt!!!!~~~~ but kinda spooky leh, the no. only jumped, but is the same. really so zhun meh? its 230 nw, after smoke finish then go slp le, sighhh, my whole mind is still thinking bout her.......... how!!! can any1 teach me hw to forget some1? its been months im trying to let go of her, 6 months of memory. can u all knw hw it felt like when u are txting only 1 girl in 10 months, and suddenly she show u cold shoulder? all i wish is just 1 msg from her each day, so be it be goodnight msg.... hw can i forget bout the txt, those sweet words she told me, the care and concern, call me to cheer up when i didnt do well for my 1st chinese olvl.. i guess i could only slow adapt to this. i really really misses you each night~~~ crappppp!

thats all, gtg as my 2nd stick is finishing.

BACK POSTING AGAIN

2010-04-07T01:44:00.004+08:00

HELLO EVERY1! im back posting agn!;D really to bored, dno wat to do nw so decided to post agn. wanted to c8 a new blog but give up halfway due to my laziness;X hahahahahas, tell u all something! tmrw sure tio 4D. went to orchard tdy, was boring. saw a uncle selling 4D tdy, keep thinking want to buy anot. then when i walk pass him, i decided to buy. so i walk back and buy from him, the no. is 0094. then when waiting for the traffic light, a bird shit drop on me. WTF!!!! so zhun right?!!!! crap sia, then went toilet to wash up. met family to eat dinner at suntec, then dad bought a samsonite bag, hundred plus, then headed home. so borrredd! time really fliess~~ its april nw and tmrw is my orientation day. quite looking forward to it, as i will be meeting new friends, new moments. but i swear, i wont forget bout my old friends;D 4 years would definitely win 1 yr, yea! poly starting soon, would be hard to catch up with my buddies, dno why but somehw have a feeling that we are drifting apart from each other.. some promise to say his secrets to me but didnt say on that day, and said something that i think are we really good friends, felt really hurt that moment. till nw and u still scared i will say out ur secret.. forget it, couldnt force u if u dun wanna say. some friends that i really wont forget......

LYE YIXIANG : Although we only knw each other for like 2 yrs, but dno why i know i could trust you. u are the 1st to smoke with me and see my tears, still rmb it rain all of a sudden and we went outside the hougang mrt station shelter and i started shedding tears. we start smoking and although u said nth but really appreciated your accompany. and during chalet, i rmb the 2nd night i cried agn at the park and u consoled me, and agn u are the one who saw me crying. soo really thanks!

HOE CHENJUN : my 4 yr friend! i think i still owe u and apology. for letting our friendship to get hurt over girls. when i think back its really childish. hahaha, so sorry for having disputes with you over mabel and sylvia. cos u are the 1 who stand by me till now, not her even though i defended her so much. hahahaha, hope u wont mind eh(:

LOW YONGQUAN : yo low guan! ll rmb that u are the 1st friend i talk in punggol sec and the 1st who smoke with me. still rmb that time we are still the same height but nw, LOL!!!;X jkjk. hahahaha, still rmb when we say kevin fat during the 1st day of skool, it soo funny la. hahaa, although we didnt spend the most time tgt, but u are always there for me when i needed some1. thanks for accompanying me when i just called u to pei me out of the blue, and used up ur whole night. really wanna say thank you so much and gdluck with ur poly life!

CLARANCE : dunno why, still cant rmb hw did we get close tgt, been racking my brain for the past 30 mins, decided nt to think anymore. hahaha, really miss the days i u and yx go buangkok! hw i wish time could turn back, to those beautiful moment. even though we are tired, but in our heart we feel really happy. LOLOLOL! still rmb the 1st time we teach u to ' tarek '.. ur face is like so funny can! still can laugh when i imagine of it. dno why are u still emo though, u had a wonderful gf, although dno wats happening, but i just wanna say cherish b4 u lose it. cos i can still see both of u still love each other lots! goodluck and i give my blessing to u2.

JERMYN : FERNVALER! although we are nt in the same class for 4 yrs, but thanks for the memories! the stay at ur house was great!! hahahaha. ty(:

THATS ALL! GTG! BYE!

CLOSAGE OF THIS BLOG

2010-03-11T23:23:00.002+08:00

this will be the last post for my blog, it will be close for several reason. so ya! goodbye every1

PS: farewell my love, today shall be the day i will start to let you go... takecare and goodluck for ur studies.. i shall put or memories in the past behindd. last long.

reminisce

2010-03-09T18:06:00.002+08:00

short post, b4 gg to cp. ystd went to cp with guys, then asked 1 girl no. to clear my debt -.- then drank beer and gamble at 184 carpark, then went darryl hse stay with clarance. ordered mac at arnd 2 likdat. then left his hse at arnd 3.30 tdy.

PS : i finally understand the differences btwn love and like. no matter hw much i tried to forget u or try to like some1, in the end, the one i really love is you.. do not knw when tis feeling will die off but i really regret for nt trying my best to get you and let my cowardy to get into my way. shouldnt have taken it for granted, thinking that those sweet memories will last foreva.... just want you to knw, i will wait for you till i find another 1 i love..

GUITAR FEVER~~

2010-03-02T02:04:00.004+08:00

so fast time flies!! going to be like a week since i bought guitar! everything progressing quite well(: quite satisfied with the progress, hahaha, although finger still abit slow and nt used to it. well, started working at the furniture shop. dno should say its good or bad, too slack. its a warehse showroom so its like one day the most 2 ppl or none will go there. so the whole damn room is mine. get to slp in the bed, lie on sofa, use comp and blast my song. Lol, is nt i want de, is my boss say i can do wateva i want de(: well, he's quite a good boss and friendly. hahaha, he still smoke inside his own showroom. then bought a altec lansing headphone during saturday. went to darryl house stay during sunday then tdy go orchard with guys, wanted to buy alesana cd but end up nt buying cos no poster! even buy also waste money cos gt the song liao. hahahaha, then went gambling and slack. well, tmrw gg century sq. jst another day... siannn, wednesday, thursday, sat, sun gotta work!! nvm lahs, 1 hr 8 dollar likdat also shuang(: hahaha. thats all, gtg slp le if nt tmrw late sure tio kp by dickhead;X

HAPPY CNY!

2010-02-17T13:32:00.000+08:00

wa damn bored, nw at clarance hse. he at there play guitar. LOL that bitch. just wanna post to scold him nia. CLARANCE A BITCH! LOLOLOLOL, die liao later michelle wack me!;X ZAO LIAO!

STORY OF ANG SOON TONG

2010-02-09T22:19:00.002+08:00

im here to post agn... started work in tampines CENTRAL cc tdy. must be curious why i put the CENTRAL so big. tdy i took 27 to the cc. i still tot is the one opp library there then i still happily walk there. then reach and see is tampines NORTH cc. i was damn shocked then i call the person. and he tell me is tampines east cc. so i took 291 to tampines east cc. then when i walk walk walk i tot finally reach le so happy. then when step inside i keep thinking here gt NTUC meh. and i began to search arnd. then gt 1 macdonald girl say is outside just walk straight. then i jiu go out and cont walking to blk 300plus and i ask arnd. the ppl say here only tm and tampines central cc gt ntuc. wahhh, sibei dulan. then i call the guy agn and he correct is tampines east cc blk 886 there. then i think im at blk 300plus, where will near 886?! walk ar walk till half started raining heavily. wahhh damn fucked up, plus dno where the fuck is the place. then i jiu take cab luckily uncle knw wheres blk 886. and when i reach, the cab fare is 7.40 cent -.- from tampines to tampines so ex..! then when i reach and see, is actually tampines CENTRAL cc. WTH! why must have soooo many cc sia.. and when step inside totally no reception, cant even msg... then knw a guy there call andy ong, older then me 1yr old. hahaha. and he told me he is ang soon tong de. and tell me all the story. so funny and time flies! went his hse with his another friend. my dinner time was supposed to be 4.30 to 5.30 but i 4.15 go his hse till 5.50. hahaha. finally gt ppl to tok to in work place... then he 8.30 release i jiu go off with him but im supposed to release at 9. LOL. tou lan no ppl knw;X then he pei me wait bus before he go clubbing with friend. quite a fun but tiring day..! well thatss all ba?..

Current mood - sleeeeepyyy~~~

2010-02-07T18:03:00.002+08:00

UGGGGGHHHS!! dammit it, my head like gg explode le!! wokeup at 12 and my head started aching like hell. shouldnt had drink so much ystd but it was fun though. the EC part was so shiok.. everything at that moment seems so sloww and all i heard was my own heartbeat. only that time then i felt so carefree and no troubles. really pity the cleaner for buangkok. cos we leaves our vomit traces all arnd. hahaha. but after that so suay, some tio screen by police but luckily the police v. good let us go;D when i reach home so shuang, nv even bathe and lie on the bed and slp till like pig. LOL. by the way to all my friends!, 1st time see all of u so dwn, i believe when u all go into poly there will be some1 who will appreciate and cherish u all! cheerrup man ^_^

PS : wei! nxt time drink really will ask u lurhhs, Lol, ystd really is see u so busy that why dun want bother u uhs....

tiredness savages

2010-01-27T23:42:00.002+08:00

yawn. omg, im so damnnnnnn tired! tdy didnt went to work cos michelle and yq nv go. rest for a day. went to buangkok eat in the morning and slpt at arnd 11? slp allll the way till arnd 8. and nw im feeling tired agn. but think on another perspective, i had earn arnd 700 le within 8 days ^^ so happy. hahahahahhaha. taking the cheque on 8 likdat. just in time for chinese new yr! estimated go 2k. shuang!!!!~~~ well thats all, zao liao. bye bye!

PS : JY!!;D

Sleeeeeeeeeppppyyy!!~~

2010-01-25T01:57:00.002+08:00

gtg slp soon, tmrw gotta work. well slpt for abt 12 hour today! but still feeling slpy. ystd went for sylvia bday chalet with cj. felt fucking screwed up but i cant do anything. felttt really helpless. this week i was drunk 3x. kept thinking bout the past and looking at the phone.... haiissshhh. there's really something call retribution. when u play with another person feeling, the nxt time when u found some1 u really love, u would loser her... really must thanks yx, for taking care of me when i was drunk and accompanying me when im crying. i rmb he said something, if im didnt rmb wrongly he say its so rare for me to be so faithful. hahahahaha, but i think i wont be the nxt time. cos it will only end it with me getting hurt. Lastly to every1 esp yz, thanks for being there for me when my heart problem acted, that pt of time really feel like dying but bcos of u guys i continued to endure the pain... thank you all so much(:

PS : after finding 2 substitute, im still nt able to forgt bout u.... i know im stupid to hang on on everywords u said, but its just difficult for me to forgt. the misses u had said to me that lighted up my life and pull me thru olvl and hard timess..

Current mood - FUCKING PISS

2010-01-14T02:05:00.002+08:00

GRRRRRRRW! just dun get it. GODDAMN IT! screwwwed!!!! sometimes really hate him to the core man!!! older than me so what?!!! mindset still staying at the 80th century! grrrw, thinking of it still make me piss of. bcos of my outfit also can kp. zzzzz. faster 21! leave this forsaken place foreva!!!! had he ever think if he is at the wrong at all? only at there talk so much. UUGGGGGHHHH! go listen to music le. thats all..

Current music : Scream - A7X

2010-01-10T14:34:00.003+08:00

okok, quick post. gtg out real soon, perhaps in 1min. hahaha. well didnt knw wat to post much too, but just suddenly have the feeling to type something so came here. Lawl, sorry that didnt join u guys for the escape trip due to something crop out. really sorry;D hahahaha. well this few days really bore me out, with some days left me really fuck up. feeling had drifted further and further. well, if its inevitable so be it. can't realli do much to make it up..... this week i watched many movie ^^ ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNK 2 with xinwei and michelle, THE FOURTH KIND with michelle, clarance and vivian & AVATAR 3D with guys(lazy list out). its been long since i had movie spreeeee.. weeeeeeeeee(: hahaha, tmrw is the result for olvl, wish every1 all the best and may their idealistic result come true. hahaha. GOODLUCK. kaykay gtg, that's all. byebye

Current music : Love so sweet - Arashi

2010-01-08T14:02:00.002+08:00

woke up at 12, dno by wat, just automatic woke up and reply msg, had breakfast and started this post;D hadnt been blogging tis while cos there's nothing to say;x life's boring thanks for some ppl for their accompany ^^ gotta work on 7pm to 7am later at changi north. kinda far but i guess its good, to travel further and keep myself occupied;D Hahaha, thats all, gg jogging and watch anime. GTG, bye! ^_^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!

2010-01-02T13:50:00.002+08:00

wanna wish my gu gu happy birthday ^^ since young she really treat me well and like a mother to me. wish her a healthy life and may her be always happy;D hahaha. later gg bugis celebrate with her again.. so cant use the com for long cos had to prepare and im alrdy running late. hahahahaha.

PS : dear friend, i will wait for ur old self to return.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2010-01-01T16:28:00.002+08:00

back to blogging after awhile, haha too lazy to blog. just wanna wish every1 a happy new year ^^ to those gg sec4 nxt yr goodluck for ur future academic endeavour! all the best esp zice, my bro. haha JYJY!

went to countdwn with guys ystd, was quite fun and memorable except for some part of time which really piss me off with his attitude. just wait for a few min like will die likdat. its so hard for 20 of us to get tgt and celebrate such a big day, u dun have to at there show ur fucking attitude by kpkb-ing right. they are ur 4yrs friend that stand by you and we gone through 4yrs of sku life tgt, dun have to show ur attitude by acting like so big at there kb. sighhh forgt it, i still will stand firm with my stand. chatted with clarance and vivian from 3plus to 6. haha. at there gossip about ppl and tim really flies. Lol, nw gg to xw house le, with me only having 2hr plus of slp. hahaha, well, thats all. bye guys!

PS : i cant take another round of blow, and i just seem insignificant to you eh...

zombielike

2009-12-16T06:55:00.002+08:00

RARR!!~~ becoming owl le. lol, just reached home still cant slp. dnno do wat though. omg damn tireddd.. hahaha. maybe accompanying yx play gb for few rounds then go slp. well, bon voyage to yufei and clarance ^^ 1 go jp 1 go korea. LOL! present oh!!!(: thats all for today, bye;D

MUSIC : DEAR GOD - Avenged sevenfold

2009-12-13T03:10:00.004+08:00

its 3.15 now, just watched television and ate ice cream. hahaha, my room de com spoil le, dammit keep auto restart. now using my sis room de com. if nt i really would rot in my room;x if nt also cant use my father de com. grrrr, nxt few days gotta like rot in my room for hours le... well, tdy nth much happened. went rivervale there and find yx they all and gamble. win quite a few though, haha. play till 11.45 then walk with yx and juinnliang to rivervale plaza. pei yx wait for 136 while juinniang go home. then walked to 163 bus stop and waited for 163M. i somehw saw 4 elder ppl at the void deck then beside them alot gangsters. they were like staring at me. LOL! scary sia, then i quickly walk away. hahaha. then reached hom at arnd 1230 and watch i guess, quite funny though. then watch a hongkong movie. about hongkong gang, taiwan and japan gang. damn nice! then here i am blogging(: haha waiting for gunbound to install finish. maybe thats all? bye every1 ! ^^

its 3.50 now. she just went to slp(: finish dling gb at 3.30. waiting for that si yx to watch finish his manga. goddamn it! make me wait for him..... zzzz. meanwhile, had to blog to reduce my boredom. YAWN predict will 5 den slp. well thats all..

PS : sorry that i cant accept, u will understand eh ? O.o well, maybe can meet up during christmas or nxt yr at the same poly though, hahas.

MUSIC : なんちゃって恋愛( FAKE LOVE ) - morning musume

2009-12-11T02:55:00.004+08:00

wokeup at 8+ tdy and replied msg and fall aslp arnd 10+ thrn wokeup agn at 1plus and had cheesecake and milk for breakfast . watched tv for awhile b4 heading for a jog ... well, my stamina really drop alot aft starting something... just round for 2.4km and i cannot take it anymore. then headed to fitness corner and did some pumping. situp and pullup .. aft reaching home, played gunbound with yx and went to compass arnd 5.45. ate KFC with parent then went to find yx and clarance they all. hahahaha, played blackjack and won 6dollars. from losing 5dollars to win. not bad eh ^^ just finished playing gunbound with yx and juinnliang. yawnn, think aft posting i will go to sleep... tomorrow is another day. well, doing nothing at home is really boring !! im alrdy like gg to bored to death ..... go out still have to spend money, thats another problem cos i spend much tooo fast ;x only can stay at home and rotttt ..... omg!! still have months to goooo b4 Olvl hols finish . 1 more month to take olvl result, really damnnn scared!! wat if i didnt perform well, or worse ?! under perform and worst, go into ITE. OMGGG!! thats so scary. im getting worried now .... siala, really hope i can at least can below 18 !!! if not im done for it... well thats all for tdy. tmrw shall post agn if possible.

MUSIC : しょうがない夢追い人ーmorning musume

2009-12-10T01:19:00.003+08:00

wa, i really fallen in love with this song! since i reached home i keep playing tis song only. really damn nice, recommend u guys. although the lyrics is abit emo. theres one line goes, 洋服にあいろん涙がおちて往く. damn like tis part. saying abt hlping her man ironing his clothe, then tears drop onto her hand. hahaha, so touching and meaningful!! LOL! well, kusumi koharu, 7th gen member had left morning musume, leaving them with 8 ppl. i damn dunwish her to leave! why is not lin lin leave.つんくあなたわ本とに愚かな！ LOL, just scolded their producer tsunku stupid to let her leave;x ok im crazy! thats all, yx kping me le. time for revenge ^^ bye!

sober

2009-12-08T07:31:00.002+08:00

yawn, nw at darryl house(: dno why, dun feel tired at all, still quite awake nw. hahaha. just nw i 1st time really so drunk. jst nw head damn pain, everything like turn so slow and i cant control my own movement. thats drunk ba ? Lol, vomitted 3x. lols darryl beside me looking. that bitch. LOL! thats all ba, gotta go slp le, hahahaha. nights

sick and tired!

2009-12-06T00:01:00.003+08:00

damn it, ystd and tdy was an absolutely horrible day!!!! now having fever, flu and cough

YSTD - after finishing our job at 7, i and yx rushed to pasir ris to take a cab dwn our skool to watch the concert. after reaching the sku, i realised my phone had lost !!! omg, then i called the hq and requested them for hlp, hoping for any sign of miracle to happen. Alas, comfort called me and said they had found it and the taxi uncle will call me. although i was relieved, but still worried anything would happen, maybe he will sell it away? then was worried till 2 when the comfort ppl called me again and ask me to call the taxi uncle. after calling him, finally arranged a timing to meet the nxt day at expo!! was sick and tired so immediately fall into slp.

Tdy - woke up 6 in the morning with only a little energy left and headed to work. rched early and went to 7eleven and bought mashed potato and a big gulp. gave the ppl 10 dollars and she fucking tore it and act innocent say, i didnt, when u pass it to me its alrdy tore.. WTF then in the end the manager als hlp her _l_ i als cant do anything. then tot i could fill my stomach, but the fucking mashed potato is spoiled. damnnn fuck up sia !!! zzz, then at there, it was really torturing for me to keep working.. met the taxi uncle and got back my phone, but no batt, as expected. keep resting and fall aslp during work. luckily tdy isint that much ppl and nth much to do. aft work, clarance, dean, juinn liang came and find us at expo! then had dinner at subway which was reallyyyyyyyyy enjoying. said lots of jokes, hahaha. on 27, suddenly my head damnnn pain and i was standing. 1st time my eye was wide open but suddenly my leg become weak and my whole vision become dark. but was ok aft a few sec and tired to open my eye damn big and keep myself awake. but it happen agn, luckily the guy beside me hlp me out. then third time i nearly fainted i feel like vomitting, but luckily we alight le. zzz, 1st time tis happen to me. maybe i was over fatigue. really damn damn tired. then went Rm and bought mcflurry and go cj house there play poker.. but manage to win some, haha. well, that all for today, gotta go bathe and slp le:D veryyyyyyy veryyyyy tired !!!! yawnnnnzz..

PS(1) : had u reach singapore? tot u said evening ? haha hope u had fun ^^

PS(2) : yaya, i understand, i didnt said everything is u fault you knw.... its just that.. i really dno, txt u als end up quarrelling. just sick of it ................... since my words are insignificant and wield little trust to you...

Inhumane job !

2009-12-03T23:14:00.003+08:00

arrgghx ! so fucking tired ! that job is inhumane ! no break at all. continuously 11hr keep doing . stand leg pain, sit also backache . cos sit and stand also nid take 1hr plus . siala ! 2 more days, hw to endure !?! siaoliao, tmrw still nid 845 reach expo, crap ! yawnnn, damn shed !! hahahaha, well, look on the bright side(: at least today is over .. so motivating ehh -.- LOL . alright, thats all for tdy, gotta go watch bleach if nt no time slp le . bb everyone ^^

PS : 2 more days

PS : i dun get wat you mean by asking me all these ^^ hahaha, got something jiu tell me straight . lol, takecare(:

music STARTOO~~~~

2009-12-01T22:46:00.004+08:00

started of with a tiring day ! tdy wokeup at 12 likdat then go hougang find yixiang, pei him dye his damn hair! ;X then fall aslp in the salon for abt 1hr till my hand crampppp. LOL! then took 89 to old changi hospital. inside damnn eeerriee! but didnt managed to meet any misfortune. haha, then went to changi village and eat my breakfast! whole day nv eat till 4 plus, gastric pain. ordered one 12 dollar stingray and share with yx and clarance and 1 hokkien mee and 1 grass jelly ^^ yummy ! hahaha, then took 109 and alight at pasir ris thn took train to meet my family for dinner at marina square. WTF, my bro look at me and i say i grown fat!! NOOOOO!!~~~ lol, tmrw morning gotta go exercise le ): well, nt surprisingly i will grow fat, everyday eat eat and eat then sleep. nv even go for jogging. nvm, i must reduce my weight, even if its 1 kg i also happy(: hahahaha. well thats all for tdy ba.. byeee

PS : day1 without u is boring); how i wish tdy is friday le!! ystd was fun though, haha nvm la, 4 more days ^.^ have fun;D imy!!!

しょうがない夢追い人 (hopeless dream chaser)

2009-11-29T03:47:00.004+08:00

its 4 nw, and i still cant fall aslp..... there's something i really do not understand and cant let go.... just wat the hell is wrong with me?! really dunno wat should i do. arrrgghhxx!!! am gg bonker soon... just cant slp everyday, maybe its insomnia... am really really tired, even with a few hr of slp, i still can stay up till so late.... still had to work tmrw, luckily its the last day... well, work had been smooth, except for have to stand for very long... quite slack actually, only have to time the contestants and hlp to set up the tables... only have to work to keep myself occupied.. well, a doctor can only cure others but nt itself, so true... had consoled so many ppl but nt myself, i should had knew tis would fall upon but why am i so stupid to commit so much, in the end, only for a word HATE .. 私わ本とにバカ, i still rmb till now..

PS : sorry. hope u had enjoy ur show.

ZOMBIELIKE

2009-11-26T16:46:00.003+08:00

music nw : Kimagure(fickle) Princess - Morning Musume

damn tired !!!! just wokeup and ate my breakfast ^^ ohhh, should be lunch though.. had a bad dream abt something, dunwanna say abt it, pointless. well, ystd was fun though ^^ its so relaxing to stay at the beach for hours and had fun with friends... wish that we could stay in touch till the day we die(: then bought 5 bottle of baron plus heineken .... SO SHIOK ! to drink with friends. haha, but some1 is drunk.. although i dunno wht thing, but cheerup alright ;D everything would be fine my best friend. hahaha. had gone through lot of thinking during my stay at my aunt house, but it just doesnt make any sense to me ... welllll, thatsssss alll ^^ gotta bathe and go yufei house le. HAPPY BIRTHDAY once again . haha

PS : well, if u dun fucking believe it its ur problem. if u treat it all as a lie to you, i also cant do anything. i had said what i've said, and i told myself nv believe in you ever, for its been the 2nd time. once bitten twice shy. if u said i had lied to you, perhaps it pot calling the kettle black .. u had done the same to me too . seeing ur blog fucking piss me off only... i swear those thing would nt affect me ever again, for im tired of it .

HOLIDAY IS SOOO BORED !!

2009-11-25T00:47:00.004+08:00

had been bored for dunno hw many days.. finally tmrw gt bbq ^^ saviour to my boredoom... then thursday yufei bday party ... BUT friday saturday sunday working at suntec. gt dunno wat sudoku competition then dunno go there do wat de .. lol, nvm la, gt money jiu good le;x hw practical am i huh?? hahahahaha . damn crap, had used to slp late le, nw cannot slp but tired Z.Z

numbed

2009-11-22T01:19:00.003+08:00

awwww, damn it..... my left eye is swollen.. damn irritating !!! ystd suddenly felt something pain and itchy and who eye became red. tot maybe is lack of slp or something likdat... but tdy morning it became swollen ... damnnn crappppp ..... tdy slpt till 3plus den wake up, still feel tired, maybe last few days was otw till damn late and woke up real early ... felt so weird tis few days, used to slp late but nth to do.... staring in the sky and stoning. . . . . anyway, went compass and meet up with her to take back my mp3 . dunno why, really wanna see her badly for no reason and recalled that night where i asked her to hlp me keep my mp3 ... crap, gotta stop it ... then waited for bus to parkway parade to meet my family for dinner.... had some talk b4 heading home and watch i guess ... and here i am blogging, suddenly feel a urge to do it ... well i supposed that all for tdy, had to slp early and hope tmrw is a fresh day ^^

PS : maybe i had lied to u alot and gave u empty promises, but it was all unitentionally due to circumstances. hw i wish u could put urself in my shoes and think in my view. but i supposed it isint impt anymore eh ?? slp earlier and takecare, especially u are sick nw, maybe u cant see it nor even bother to come here .. but its okay, for everything is over and im moving on just like i had once did. really thank for that night, really feel that im the most happiest person and felt loved, although it all lies, but in doesnt matter.. hope u will find a better one who will cherish u ^^

2009-11-20T23:36:00.003+08:00

just nw went prime there eat .. then got malay gang want tio me.. was quite scared actually .. hahahaha.. they arnd 20ppl likdat while i was only with yx,jl,ck and dean . hahaha. want call ppl dwn also too late.. then also lan lan jiu say sorry to a chinese de .... then aft that they call us go carpark talk, but lucky police came dwn ... HAHAHA saviour of our life ^^ well, think thats all le ba? anyway, some1 called me to post about her ..... so bhb right her ?;x hahahaha, dun angry :P well, only description is she is very black and tall . still say want bring her tamil gang go surround my bro . hahahaha, nvm i shall see who win ^^ anyway, just broke up with her i suppose, although she nv official say wan. but nvm la, maybe thats it.... although prom night is a memorable night for me, but i guess will just treat it as a dream ? a dream i suppose i wont forgt in my whole life . that night is my happiest night . maybe u are right in ur blog, im not over her yet, but i lied that i had . still cant delete her 1000+ msges, i really dunno why.. the night b4 prom i still rather delete ur msg than to delete hers ... maybe we 2 just doesnt dun suit each other, when ur heart still have him while i still have her . well, just wanna wish u all the best and go for it if u really like him . he's better than me 1000+ time .... give u my blessing ^^ afterall, its nt the 1st time u hurt me so nvm ... hahahahas, takecare ...

PS : long enough ma ?? or u want me type somemore for u to read ?;X hahahaha

TIRED !

2009-11-19T19:07:00.003+08:00

just woke up. just too tired, only really slp for that few minutes.... anyway ystd prom was a disastrous one. dancing nearly became a fight with 4T. at night went out to clarke quay,plaza singapura with dar dar. although its tiring but i felt happy. u look good ystd (: but at night was a chaos.. dun wish to say about it, PISSED is the only word to describe it.... hope everything would be fine just like 2days ago..

PS : sorry to keep msging her, i finally understand hw it feels when u did the same to me. let continue k ? SORRY !

Prom !?

2009-11-17T23:34:00.004+08:00

tmrw prom le, dunno why dun quite looking forward to it. im damn pissed nw. enuf of it. everytime say i bcos of woman quarrel with u but u are the one who bring it up 1st . ok its my fault to give her but i cant reject her. u can ask her, starting she ask me i gt say no. but i believe. in tis world out of 10 guy, if a girl cried and ask u for something, im sure 8 will acceed to their request even it is wrong. if u say im wrong, then that day u blow into her lift and let her breathe 2nd hand, arent u worse than me ? abandon her and left for other gal no matter hw much she love you? but i gt say anything?? bcos u are my 4yr friend. u still wan suan zhang with me.. and 4yr it seems that u really dun understand me much ehh? srsly i didnt think i had change much but as for u, there are many ppl said u had changed but i still regard u as a impt person to me. but maybe it isint anymore, u are the one who bcos of her quarrel with me. forgt it

PS : promise me to stay happy alright

happy birthday zice .

2009-11-16T01:51:00.002+08:00

HAHA, i wanna wish zice swt 16 ^^ all the best for nxt yr olvl though .. well life continued freshly, went to compass then to orchard . bought nth cos no money. lmao its was a joke . then went to changi airport to fetch my mei ... was expecting to see some chio bu but so disappointing there wa none ;X HAHA . will be living at my aunt house cos my mei ask me to pei her . LOL . and here i am typing ..... well tdy felt better, more hyper but the tiredness began to wear me dwn. although pass 2 days had only been slping for 2-4 hrs, but i dun feel tired .. but nw ... soooo tired . HAHA guess thats all for tdy ^^

PS : thanks for everything, the motivation and encouragment u gave me. u pulled my through the dark and olvl. i will nv forgt it .. well it seems that olvl is gone, and maybe we will nt be contacting each other soon i guess, but if u want, i wont mind(: just hope u to stay happy and cheerful forever ^^

happy bday ash !

2009-11-14T01:13:00.002+08:00

started off with a drenching day. wokeup at 7 and hlp my father . slpt for 2hr nia then walk like a zombie likdat . dunno why time really flew when gt thing keep me occupied. Had lunch with my father after that proceeded to meet yx. really must thanks him though, for pei-ing me although we didnt even talk for that 1hr plus .. just sat there and stone, then yq came to find us . still cont nt toking for that few hours .... met up with clarance they all later part and had western . yx ask me pei him eat then jiu eat and eat and eat .. spend abt 30-40 tdy buying things to eat . then went arcade but .. bought pocky, chocolate, 1 big lollipop with light, 4 green tea, 1 ice mountain, 2 medium pepsi, 1 ice milo and fish&chip . then went to 'relax' at sculpture park b4 gg to ashley house and celebrate her birhtday . it was fun though, poor ashley;x then took a cab home and had a anti-pap tok with that taxi driver .. he still treat me $1 cos nt enuf .. kay den, thats all for tdy

BLANK

2009-11-13T00:15:00.001+08:00

BLANK .

2 more papers

2009-11-09T17:52:00.003+08:00

sorry for the late update ! thanks yufei for reminding me ;X hehe .... Olvl had completed 90 percent . left with chinese and science mcq for us . nxt impt thing is prom night . dunno why for some reason i dun wish to go ......... doesnt seems to interest me .

can't take it anymore

2009-10-15T18:19:00.003+08:00

ARRRRGGHHX ! living in this crap world !! with no motivation and a a single bless, Alas, is it gone ? or its is nv meant to be rounded in a happy ending . all seems so real to me, but it's getting more and more surreal and blur . im destined having to suffer in this pain, leaving me with no force to retaliate or change my fate . ZZzzzzzzz

PS : stop texting me, felt so irritated . you are still the same, when u are in need and down then u look for me . im not ur spare part nor do i live for you, get what i mean ?!

LAST POST FOR THE MONTH

2009-09-29T21:25:00.002+08:00

back to blogging for awhile . think it will be the last post . nth to say much actually . had to chiong for olvl le ! 2 more weeks to practical and 3 more wks to written ! LAST LAP GUYS ! GOODLUCK ! jesus save my maths ! watch over me please !

BUSY

2009-09-22T20:13:00.003+08:00

alright, short post for today as im gonna be busy . passed by overall science but wasnt a fantastic grade as i fail my chem badly . gonna do something about it . then today after skool was history remedial . dun think im gonna score for it cos my 1 of my seq i wrote 1 wrong factor . so is only the most 8 pt . nvm, its alrdy the past . no point brooding over it . well, think thats all for tdy . goodbye ^^

still energetic

2009-09-21T03:01:00.002+08:00

aiyo . cant slp tis few days . still feel energetic nw !! how ?! die liao . if tmrw cant slp tuesday go skool sure slp . LOL . anw, tdy went compass and done maths . thn went rivervale mall and 188 . had kfc for dinner today . quite satisfied ^^ thn went slack for another 1 hour and thn go home . hahas . realised that im really crazy ystd . dunno wat gone into me ystd, just damn damn emo and like nuts . maybe is bcos drink too much . hahas . really scared to lose her . or it will be like months ago . shall nt say abt that . hahas . go watch tv le . thats all guys ! oh ya ! really hope shin chan de author nv die . find him faster pls !

another dream is just about to pass by me again

2009-09-20T01:37:00.004+08:00

who am i ? why am i in this world ? maybe dream are meant to be disappear when we human wake up ? im really tired . so tired . hw i wish can i fall aslp and nv wake up agn . i gt a feeling that perhaps the end is near . goodbye everybody .

contented and disappointed

2009-09-16T13:00:00.003+08:00

tdy was prelim science mcq . didnt have much confidence in it . zzz . quite tricky . after the paper was history remedial . returned history prelim result, i got 40/50 . nt bad . can still do better . should have scored 45-46 but my 1b i misunderstood the qn . was reliability qn i wrote comparison and gt only 1mark . LOL . my dnt failed, 45% . maybe gg for night study later . drill my damn maths ! hais . JYJY ! 5 more WKS TO OLVL ! *FAINT*

PRELIM FINISH

2009-09-14T16:45:00.000+08:00

hahahahas, back to blogging again ^^ finished prelim today . quite confident in it actually . but scared buang agn . hahahas . went compass and ate ljs with guys . nw at juinn liang house slacking :X hahahahas . but tmr still gt prelim science practical . well thats all i supposed ? hahas . shall end it here . bye !

unprepared

2009-09-12T15:16:00.003+08:00

well , finally she's back . hahas . dammit, im still unprepared for lots of things !! physics and maths p2 . hais . although i do our skool last yr maths p2 prelim paper, but i felt that it was damn easy . but cant blame it, its punggol sec paper . LOL . physics is another 1 . my iq qn sure get damn high . but p2 buang agn ;x ARGGHX！damn scared .....怖いですね！？

sick sick sick sick

2009-09-09T10:59:00.002+08:00

finally i fall aslp can get to slp for 4hr . keep sneezing whole night and the fucking mosquitoes still bite me . fucking piss . later going to terminate that mosquitoes who suck my blood till song song . YOU ARE DEAD ! meanwhile, im so bored .... its only wednesday now ): haisss. time pass so slow . i type so many sentence and only 1min had pass .... gotta do some physics later . meanwhile that all .

i am sick

2009-09-08T16:23:00.002+08:00

fuck it ! flu + sore throat + fever = agony ... my nose nw is like a running tap . fuck it ! the panadol MAX does nth to it . and sore throat , soo pain ... plus fever , whole body so hot and cold . ARRGHX ! gg rest nw . time pass faster please !!!

真矛盾

2009-09-07T20:20:00.003+08:00

此刻我感到特别矛盾。该如何说起呢？就算说了，真的会有好结果吗？或许真该就这样保持下去。有人能教我如何是好吗？或许是我一个人从头到尾一厢情愿。烦死人了！

tired

2009-09-06T23:55:00.001+08:00

yawn . so tired nw . hahas . short post . had lots fun with bunch of retarded friends today . really fun (: thanks guys . gg slp liao . nights folks

boredom engulfing me

2009-09-06T00:20:00.003+08:00

hais . sooo bored !!! sianzzz . cant think of anything to do :X meanwhile, only can wait patiently for her to msg me . yawnnn

felt so energetic again

2009-09-04T16:01:00.004+08:00

just wokee up after having a long slp . not long actually, abt 2hrs ^^ but its still sufficient . hahas. tdy dnt was okay i must say . its been so long that i managed to fill in all the answers le . sound pathetic . lols . hope its correct . aiming for b3 ! hope can ... hahas . later meeting some1 for dinner . meanwhileee ~~~~ im gg b to slp again . LOL . nights :D

just came back . felt so awful . feel like vomitting ..........

HOPE

2009-09-03T19:54:00.002+08:00

after days of burning midnight oil, my oil is using up . hahas, tdy chem was quite hard ? had been failing for chem since term 2 . hope it can pass and hopefully b4 ? then it was maths, didnt expected prelim to be like so easy ? know hw to do almost all the qn . but still had no confidence in it ): just hope it can get b4 too ? cos i know my P2 sure buang de -.-"' GONNA CHIONG DNT LE !!! I WONT DISSAPOINT MAMA LIM !!!!!! ^^ and u . 往くぜ！皆がんばっれ！

soooo tired

2009-09-02T21:27:00.002+08:00

feel like slping nw . lols . just nw overslept in 86 and nearly reach ang mo kio . luckily only reach till yio chu kang :X just too tired, bored bus and slp alrdy . hahas . anyway today chinese paper 2 was quite hard ? maybe too long nv touch chinese le ... sigh .. imagine gotta retake CL olvl agn ! sian . but luckily history was quite easy ^^ fascism came out which i gt 24/25 for my last milestone . hope i am able to get the same result too ^^ . for the time being, gotta study my chem le . realised my calculation sux . haiss ! burning midnight oil agn :X JY !

fucked up

2009-09-01T17:32:00.003+08:00

arrrrrrrgghhhx .... goddamn pissed . srsly scram off ......if u think u deserve that little respect from me, u bloody hell give me some respect. i dun give a damn to ur that bloody fuck up attitude . so what u are my goddamn father ?? big fuck ? all that damn shit u give me in the early morning just bcos i woke up late in the damn morning cos i slp late last night at friend's house . cmon man, its a holiday for god sake . i can always take bro pathway and give u hell for bloody sake .ARRGGHHX ! cb . call me unfillial for all u want . i dun care if lightning strike me for scolding u liktis . i'd told myself nt to break dwn for this kind of things again . if u give me hell, sorry for saying tis , i can also give u the same treatment for u . and sis if u see tis, u would have think i'd change .. but think twice, bro changed too for his bloody attitude too . nv give a fuck and think whether if he is wrong before giving all that shit to us . studying late for his goddamn expectation to get into jc . ive been trying to live up to his expectation . arrggghxx !!! screw off !! say that i had changed if u want . who understand me now ? its only my friends ....

yawnzzz

2009-09-01T02:42:00.002+08:00

currently at clarance house . lols . nth to do . yawnzz ................................ dunno wat to say . hahas . nvm . goodnight guys !

happy teacher day

2009-08-31T16:13:00.004+08:00

although there still 1 more day to teacher day, but i still wanna congratulate and wish all teacher a happy teacher day as i doubt i tmr will have time to blog .. thanks for imparting ur knowledge to us . hhahas . something happened really much tis few days . watched a gory movie tdy which was quite bloody i must say . somehw i thrills me :X hahas . so tired nw . still have something on later at 6-9 ! omg ...................

FREED from DNT

2009-08-29T00:23:00.003+08:00

just came back . hahas . had chinese P1 in the morning . think i could fare pretty well, maybe A1-A2 . then had ss . felt that it was quite a easy paper except for the sbq part, din had enuf time to write finish . 1st time it happen . spent 1hr on seq which is stupid . but hoping that i could score arnd 20 marks . then aft paper mr tan wanted to see all history student . then his face , so BLACK . wa, still tot die liao . thn in the end , he shout till damn angry then he look at me and say i gt 24 . i still at there emo, hais fail . thn in the end is seq ... 24/25 ! wahhh, jitao so happy ^^ then here comes dnt . i nv hope that i would finish it . pasting 3 board . but i did ! with the encouragement and the hlp of my friends, especially chenjun, darryl and jieying ! thank you sooo much ! thn went rm and ate LJS and played basketball . im kinda like on form tdy . hahas . yq da ge dun get too work up ! hahas . relax (:

dedicated to you : some1 ask me to write about her :X hahas , bo bian have to write . i reach home le ^^ sorry for playing basketball and unable to accompany you . hahas , thanks for ur understanding anyway . really appreciate for ur support during this few days . really felt cared for ^^ hahas . you must takecare too uhs ! dun overtire urself :D hahas . goodnights !

EL cleared

2009-08-27T15:55:00.002+08:00

finished El paper . didnt had much confidence in doing well though . spend 1.1 hr on situational writing , leaving 35mins for compo . i must say i wrote well during the starting part, but in the ending i screw it up . didnt had time to finish it so i just quickly put a ending to it , leaving lots of grammar mistakes i supposed . hais . nvm pass alrdy ! its ss tmr ! JY everyone !

time is running out

2009-08-25T18:13:00.003+08:00

crap ! tomorrow had to complete every dnt ! time is really running out . haven even started to revise for ss . prelim on friday . and english on thursday ...... wtf is tis ?! whole day school and go back home cant even slp even tired . CRAP !

PS : SORRY

PRELIM WEEK

2009-08-24T20:53:00.002+08:00

omg , EL prelim tis thursday , and im still slacking =.= . fuck ! chinese and ss friday . really regretted on neglecting chinese , too complacent . hais, now suffer more . should had put in effort and get A1 in it . crap ! still gt dnt . HAIS !

tired

2009-08-22T13:01:00.003+08:00

yawn ! went for ss and history remedial tis morning . 8oclock start . wtf ! cant wake up tis morning to meet friends for breakfast at rivervale plaza . lols . in the end only yixiang was there alone . so sry ! thn went to prime mart and makan then walked to rivervale to take bus . ZZZ . so tired now ! gtg rest awhile liao . nights !

Im back . exhausted now . today was a total crap day . woke up after slping for 2hr and headed to suntec to meet my sis and brother . walking behind boringly, hais . then went Aston and ate prime sirloin stick, not bad i must admit . then walk and walk . zzzz . then went arcade and played basketball . OMG, first time score 627 ! then played with my bro and gt 800+ forgt hw much le . 1st time broke 300 +_+ . then began to shop for my wallet, 1st went to wallet shop but nt nice, then went bugis BHG and went to braun buffel and see . but quite ex . then went Picard and Renoma, but still nid Braun Buffel de nicer ;X but in the end din buy . tats all for tdy . bb !

pissed

2009-08-20T21:58:00.002+08:00

gt caught for hair tdy and mp3 was confiscated . aft sku we kip go pester mr zul to return us . then till quarrel with many dm and vp . zai . in the end they also ll must return . then went rivervale plaza to eat and cut our hair . now so short . zzzz .

PS : sorry .

what a bad day

2009-08-19T23:27:00.003+08:00

craps ! why tdy so many ppl emo . gt my Cl result, B3 . totally crap . bet many ppl also disappointed as it was under their expectation . congrats to those who get distinction anyway ! well , another major thing happened. i knew it would happen, just didnt expect it to be so quick . felt helpless unable to stop tis from happening . maybe im in no position to say anything or do anything too . so just cheerup uhs ! CHEERS EVERYONE ! :D TMR IS A BRAND NEW DAY !

GOODBYE EL OLVL ORAL

2009-08-18T20:57:00.002+08:00

finish el oral today . think i can fare quite well for today . have confidence . hahas . after el oral had to go history remedial till 5.30, tedious but fun cos is about japan (: then went to look for mrs haffidz and she said that the examiner told her we did pretty good for the oral . phew, all the time spent on research and praticing reading had not gone dwn the drain ! well , hadnt been jogging for quite a no. of days le . hope tmr have time .. and its time for dnt once again ! bye bye .......... anyway , HOPE TOMORROW CL RESULT WOULD SATISFY EVERYONE EXPECTATION :) A1 !

OLVL EL TOMORROW

2009-08-17T21:59:00.003+08:00

hais, suddenly felt that so many ppl had change, changed so drastically that i cant keep up with them. still rmb the happiness and harmony, but now is all gone . just simply condone some ppl acts and behaviour . OH YA ,die die die !!! tmr olvl EL oral . lols . totally nt prepared . just hope tmr everything would go smoothly . hope i wont stutter and suddenly blank . MUST AT LEAST GET A B3 FOR ang moh ! ARGGGHHHX ! go revise oral liao, BB !

bored

2009-08-16T02:00:00.004+08:00

zzzzzzz . its 2.20 le and im still not slping . lols . boring . nothing to do ! RAWWWWWWWWRR !!!!! nvm , lols , go suan yixiang le ^^ BB ! oyasumi !

time : 1110
GOODLUCK FOR THOSE TAKING EL OLVL ORAL EXAMINATION ! ALL THE BEST !

looking forward to tomorrow

2009-08-15T00:59:00.002+08:00

YO IM BACK . its alrdy 1am and tmr still gt ss lesson :X lols . nvm, its ok . somehow im alrdy used to slp late and wake up early . today had macdonald for lunch ^^ , called macdelivery . hahas . canteen food simply sucks and boring . then had dnt from 11-4 . so good !! can skip english and maths remedial :X hahas . then after skool went back home and met guys for basketball till about 11 then went mac again and eat . lols . eating mac for 2days le ^^

current mood : blank

2009-08-13T21:26:00.003+08:00

just bathed and started coughing. . went compass and eat with clarance, dean, vivian, natalia and jiesimin . updated myself with gossips with the help of natalia and vivian . lols . then otw home, dean came and told me that tingwen also taking 163 . WTF . when i and natalia board the bus, really saw her inside . keep feel like laughing !! but still managed to control it . today class was fun except for starting 2 lesson which was ss and eng . i fall aslp after ss lesson and slp till recess . was so tired tis few days z.z . lols . then clarance began to imitate mr low which was so FUCKING funny !!! then i also try to imitate and many ppl laugh . LOL . master of imitator ;X know how to imitate mr phillip tan, mr low and mrs haffidz :D . k lahs , that all . gtg do work :D

current mood : sad and frustrated

2009-08-12T21:40:00.002+08:00

ARRRRRRRRRGGGHXX !! felt better after i went for jogging . ty for counseling me when im jogging ^^ . 心里有千言万语 . but who will understand ?! zzz . maybe im just thinking too much . suan le . go and do hmwk le . bye !

breathless

2009-08-11T20:51:00.004+08:00

Just came back from jogging . so tired . im still sweating even after bathing . just kept running and running for 5 round, about 4.1km . finish it in 21min 36sec . according to my jogging buddy in my phone, i lost 106.4 Kcal . my heart still pumping so fast now . anyway, today time flew . started with 2 free lesson and had only 3 lessons afterward . after lunch brk was history then ss . then went compass and had dinner with guys, and hangout at starbucks till 7 . SO LONG nv drink white chocolate mocha le . SHIOK ! well... that all for today . gotta chiong hmwk le . got a mountain of hmwk awaiting for me . zzz ..

Sunday : played pool at hougang plaza with mabel and sylvia . then had dinner at madonald at hougang mall . met up with yx, clarance, dean, juinn liang and eat with them at pepper lunch . then walk aimlessly to buangkok cos dunno where to go . then played basketball . really had much fun ^^ ! TY VM !

coundown to singapore bday

2009-08-08T23:58:00.001+08:00

lols . dunno wat to say . hahas . my sis chase away my ling gan :X well, just wanna say happy birthday to singapore and my father ! :)

current mood : happy ^^

2009-08-07T16:01:00.005+08:00

LOL . finally a day dunnid to study ! so happy . but gotta chiong my dnt liao ! had national day celebration tdy . the parade totally suck . NCC was the GOH _ Guard Of Honour and the only thing they do is sediah , tahat sedia and senang diri . cant imagine next year parade could turn how bad . then after finish their's is not fallout . they just walkout . hais . bwg . had macdonald for breakfast tdy ^^ . ordered ystd at 12.30am and drag till 1+ gg 2 then slp . then today eat finish le at class slp for quite long :X . HAHA . aft school , went to rivervale mall foodcourt and makan, then went to play basketball . just reached home to rest then at night play bball again . LOL .

by the way, u doesnt seemed to change much . but seems that things are improving . really hope u mean it by reflecting on ur mistakes .

TO YOU : u said i was so bad to talk bad about you in blog ? but tis is my blog . i can just say wateva u want . its been gg 2month le and u are still likdat ? do you know hw pressurised i am when we break ? so many friends hlp you and all the fault is mine . i admitted its my fault, to start everything . but how do you expect us to be tgt when my heart is no longer with you but somebody else ? i just wanted to be fair to you . let it go pls ... 本とに済みません . i know u understand wat i mean .

will a leopard change its spot ?

2009-08-06T23:41:00.002+08:00

after much storm, someone said he would reflect . really hope he could . hated all these things . just happened too fast and sudden . maybe both parties would not feel good about it either . so let just hope for PEACE ^^ .

z.z

2009-08-05T22:27:00.002+08:00

hais . was like so tired and stressed out nw . but it finally pay off by a little . managed to pass my maths common test which alot ppl fail in my band . so not bad larhhs, can pass although not a good mark . ROOM FOR IMPROVEMENT ! had done 3 essays today in 2 lesson . was like gg crazy . the 1st was SS , surprised test by miss farah , then was history where we had to copy 2 essays . well , looking on the bright side , i managed to pull through it . hahas . went for jogging just now, didnt managed to brk my own record, quite dissapointed . but nvm la, hlp to release some of my stress . thats all , gtg do dnt le .

PS：人心善变 . 就连你也是如此 .

is this all a dream

2009-08-04T21:02:00.002+08:00

just realised i haven't been blogging for 1wk . juts get too busy nowadays . sorry .

arent mistake meant to be learned and not commit it again ? but why it seems that i would commit the same mistake again ? i kept telling myself not to believe in it again , but u let me to once again have faith in it again . kept thinking the possibility but it just doesnt get through me . just hope heaven would stop torturing me .

PS : FOR GODDAMN SAKE . GET OVER IT . ITS BEEN LIKE MONTHS . ZZZ . I REALLY DUN WISH TO HATE YOU .

Ponder and P0nder

2009-07-28T22:29:00.004+08:00

life today was sucks . except for the dinner and the slacking part . is heaven trying to play me again ? Olvl coming !!! i cant repeat the same mistake again !! well , today yixiang got caught by shanmugam and zul for hair . then was sent back home . hais . today class photo dun have him ! wat a waste . then was also asked to cut and now is like damn short =.= . zzzzzz . crap . but ok larhhs , BEAR WITH IT ! 3 and half more months we will be free ! have to cherish this moment with them . really scared after secondary we will become strangers liao . dun think will barhhs =) hahas ! JYJYJYJY

moody

2009-07-27T21:06:00.003+08:00

to my close friends . really sorry for today ! i dont meant to =( . after skool today , i really dunno wat got into me . just get damn so pissed with everything and started emo-ing . just felt that im so useless . for even that small and tivial things . hais . starting from english . i realised im so weak and suck in summary . javier could finish planning and the summary within 50mins but why i cant ?!!! ARGGGHX ! stupid isint it ? just felt that fuck up and useless . then after english going for lunch , my heart suddenly damn pain when walking to canteen and when eating noodle . but i endured so as not to let u all worry that why i call u all dun disturb me . but , why am i so weak and useless ?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sorry for letting u all worry . and to chenjun , really sorry for calling u fuck off . i dont meant to .. just dun want u all to know about it so i tried to endure the pain . but it seems that it worsen the situation . sorry MY FRIENDS !! T.T

PS : STOP IT ! DUN MAKE ME IGNORE YOU AND I REALLY DUN WISH THAT WE COULDNT EVEN BE FRIENDS !

SICK

2009-07-26T00:13:00.003+08:00

feel like going to die le ! knn . damn giddy and feel like vomiting the whole day . maybe bcos of insufficient slp :X ystd decided go buangkok to play basketball again . so after dnt went home to bathe and change . reach there arnd 7.50 and met up with cj, yq, and jiunn tat . then went to basketball court and she came down . then da sao and yixiang they all jiu come le . been waiting for the whole night for the auntie and uncle to kp us . lols . here come the funny part . zhun zhun again the same time , 10.25 , the 2nd floor auntie open the window and look at us . then his husband jiu say can stop playing , is 10+ le . tomorrow got work . wahahahahas ! the same line again . knn . then dean say give us one more hour please , mei nu(pretty woman) . i was ike feel like puking la . i slammed the basketball loudly then here comes the heat part . the uncle threatened to call police then yixiang say call la . then call him diam . LOL . then dean say sorry . then i shout aloud . knn . u say sorry for wat . lols . the uncle took out his phone and try to take picture of us ! scary isint ? then i use my handphone and take his picture but v. blur . then i say , uncle dun waste ur time la , my handphone 8 megapixel cant even see ur face clearly and u try to use ur handphone and take us . then he was like talking on the phone and we scared liao . LOL . when we walking away the north vista gang go kp them using vulgarities . damn funny ! still show him their butt . then go slack then jiunn tat saw police then he shout MA DA LAI LIAO . then he run . LOL . jermyn and zankai they all all run sia . cj and da sao and kevin pretend walk away . then i still go ask the police wat happened . then he guailan me back . say dun ask so much . call u quiet u jiu quiet . then i LL walk away . damn guailan . then went kopitiam eat and bought 1 small cake for juinn liang . celebrated for him in a romantic way . lols . bet he is touch ! k la . thats all . going slp le . if not sick i jiu die le .

looking forward to tomorrow

2009-07-23T18:45:00.003+08:00

OMG . time really flies eh . tomorrow is Friday le ! 几开心一下喔 ! well , had been lazy to post lately . yesterday took the listening comprehension . somehow feel that i will suck in it . keep falling aslp ! HAIS . hahas , thanks ! i will cheerup de =D . hahas . after listening compre ystd , went for dnt awhile then went rivervale plaza eat and had kfc . wasted 1 piece of chicken and medium pepsi T.T lols . then went buangkok and played basketball :) hahas , then she came down and give me the bball . played till 10+ then she came dwn and play . damn funny , when they play till half , got 1 auntie call them can dun play alrdy . alrdy 10+ . then dean guailan her . then her husband come and say can u all stop playing ? u are disturbing me and i tomorrow got work . lols . then i say uncle u are also disturbing me now . LOL . then yixiang call him tiam la . then he threaten to call police then yixiang say call la . omg , arent we mean ? the uncle sure ELL ! then after that when going back i shout UNCLE BYE BYE ! GOODNIGHT ! lols . damn joke . then reached hom around 11+ and watched the eclipse . damn nice ! moon block the sun =D then help her look for contextual knowledge source . but she fell aslpt . zzzzzzzz . well for today . nothing much happened so would not talk about it . going jogging le ! BB !

GCE LISTENING COMPRE !

2009-07-21T20:41:00.003+08:00

lols . havent been posting tis few days cos too busy , nv use computer . dakara , also nothing much to post . well , lets talk about sunday . went to watch harry potter and had sakae sushi for lunch . then went to my auntie house bcos my uncle bday . played with 5 dogs ! so damn cute larhhs . then at there revise abit for SS . lols . the topic i guessed actually came out during monday . so heng ^^ . then ystd went to buangkok and eat dinner with kevin and yixiang they all . studied history and borrowed bball from mabel . then played bball and slack till 11 . tdy nothing much happened . went compass and had mac for dinner with joey and ashley they all . so long nv eat mac and its really nice =D .. lols . seems boring right . k shall stop here . by the way , GOODLUCK FOR EVERYONE TAKING CHINESE OLVL LISTENING COMPREHENSION !

mood : sad

2009-07-18T11:44:00.001+08:00

hais . things happen the same as last week . really dunno why . wake up at 6.30 at met ashley , yixiang and dean for breakfast at buangkok b4 gg to history . then after history went to rm and eat breakfast again . so just reach home . later going out study again and at night got dinner . wat the hell ! forget about it .... its impossible ehs ?

jogging a day kick the worries away

2009-07-16T20:11:00.004+08:00

lols . just came back from jogging . kinda like addicted to it . although its tiring and sometime will feel breathless , but i like that kind of feeling . sounds weird . lols nvm . jogged to rivervale mall then jogged back to jalan kayu again and had a cup of DINOSAUR ! WAHHH ! SHIOK MAN ! but pity the one sitting beside me , cause maybe i stink :X hahas ! ended the compass spree today as kevin and clarance had tuition . hais . monday ss test . 5 chapter . OMG . crap la . only studied 1 chapter nia . zzzz . still got maths worksheet and chemistry pratical notes need to study and physics revision paper . so fast term 3 le . hais . 5+ more week to prelim !! JY !

PS : should i or shouldnt i ?

moodless

2009-07-15T21:25:00.004+08:00

why must you do that ? u dun need to nor had to . maybe apologising doesnt help much . but perhaps that the most i could do isint it ? stop doing such foolish thing please !!! just cant bear it to see you hurt because of something that is not ur fault . its all my fault . im bastard , a real bastard... ok ?! for abadoning you and hurt you . please . i beg you T.T . u are making me losing all my confidence . i really hope u could carry on strongly !!! i know you can know a better guy then me . olvl is around the corner . i really dun wish to see you ruining ur future for me . we werent meant to be together at the 1st place . but im really happy to be with you , u make me feel loved for and cared for . but now it isint that simple anymore . it's complicated then i could imagine . sorry ...... is the last word i could say . silly girl , stay strong .

PS : CAN I ? MAYBE NOT . i really cant do it . i tried to for today but it failed . hais . wat should i do ??

MATHS CRAZE

2009-07-14T20:29:00.003+08:00

finally understood wat mr ong mean by gear 4 . was flooded by maths prelim paper today . 7 sets . wat the fuck man . was like damn pissed today . dunno why i just didnt manage to control my temper and exploded . just cant control . wateva . had SS seq test today . should be ok barhhs ^^
next week got ss ct sia . 8 chapter that means 2 book have to study . wtf ? zzzzzz still got maths paper .

pratice make perfect

2009-07-13T21:15:00.003+08:00

wahahahahas ! damn happy today . dunno why also . lols . maybe cos im not bored in class .. had EL CT for today . well , guess i could pass ? follow by history seq test , 2 seq . guess could at least get L4 too cos the last test i failed :X 1st time in my life . seq gt 2 and 3 marks . JOKE ! then is chinese listening comprehension . lols . LIAO LAO SHI obviously dun care . when tick finish le i still read eng newspaper infront of her . LOL . then i got 16/20 . 2 wrong due to carelesness . then went to spc and bought oolong tea . for my lunch :X . following was maths remedial . did PAPER 1 within 1.5hr and managed to pass it with 60+ percent . CONTINUE PRATICE !!! WOOOOT !! i see HOPE =D=D=D !! wahahahahas . dunno why ... too happy liao . lols . oh ya . went to eat dinner at KFC with clarance , yixiang , jermyn , dean and juinn liang . had some talk and went back home after that . WAHAHAHAHAHAS ! BB ^^ WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !

zzzzzzz

2009-07-12T13:54:00.005+08:00

its sunday again . hais . tmr again skool . so fast and it going to be olvl . OMG ! hais . havent been posting this ystd due to laziness and something happen :X lols . ystd went buangkok to eat with kevin after dnt . then called yq and darryl wanna play basketball anot . thrashed ppl 1st match but lost in the 2nd . then went to 188 to meet clarance , yixiang and co to play basketball again . it was like rain le then stop . then rain again . heres the funny part ! i clarance and dean went to RM buy things then came back saw yixiang and yongquan damn dulan . then realise the ppl who played basketball ppl guailan then . then yongquan call his bro and his friends come . LOL . and here come the ah beng's . tot there will be shows but nothing happen except they scold them with vulgarities and at there smoke . went home at around 11.30 and took cab home with yixiang and juinn liang . that's all . hahas =D . ARRRRRGHHHHX !!!!!! I WANT TO GROW FATTER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LESSER WORRY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT !!!!!!!

PS : are u angry ? sorry

FRIDAY BLUE

2009-07-10T20:13:00.003+08:00

felt so sian today . although its friday . but okay la . it was'nt that boring this morning and throughout the day cos theres something to look forward to . hahas . today PE won chenjun badminton today by 1 ball . so he treated me MILO . then went punggol plaza at SUKI SUSHI eat . GST + service charge $10+ . knn !! then came back saw da sao and her at bus stop . she gg home bathe then go out . then came back chiong dnt agn . but in the end , 1 box crack . WTF . had to redo . FUCK ! then ended up slacking while waiting ah john to cut the material . sian 1/2 lo !

K la . that's all for today . gtg =D

疲れている

2009-07-09T21:58:00.004+08:00

nothing really happen much today . only fall asleep in chemistry class as it was quite boring . :X went to punggol plaza and had kfc with chenjun clarance and yixiang they all . then had chemistry remedial where we did pratical . then continued with dnt where we did pratical agn . yawn ! 累累累 ! went to clarance house and waited for him to bathe b4 we go to compass . he had the same dog as my auntie , and even the name is similar . such a coincidence right ?!! the after that dad came and fetch me home ! lucky ! was too fatigue to wait for bus .

PS :不要这样、这只会弄得大家都很累。如今我只能说对不起。我希望你能够坚持走下去！对不起 , 我知道我是个混蛋白。ごめなさい！

Winter love lyric :
fuyu no youseitachi ga kagayaki maiorite kuru
nani mo suru koto nai kara egao no shashin kuchidzuketa
yakusoku shita eiga no nagai retsu ni futari shite mou narabu koto wa nai no?
dakedo kokoro wa soba ni iru kara
tomodachi ni mo miss you mou nido to modorenai

anata ga suki de aitakute KISU ga
hyaku oku no yuki wo tsutau no
doko ka de guuzen ni meguriaeru hi made
wasurenakute mo baby
sukidemo ii desu ka?
zutto wasurenai...

tatta hitoribocchi no jibun ni kidzuita shunkan
hontou no sabishisa ga ne afurete wa mata komiageru
hito wo aisu sonna omoi wo ima
taisetsu datte wasurenai tte omou
kono ADORESU wo nando kaete mo
sono koe mo yume mo watashi wo hanarenai no

toki ga nagarete chigau koishite mo
anata wo omoidasu deshou
deaeta unmei ga kawashita nukumori ga
"anata de yokatta" tte
kokoro kara ieru yo
itsuka aeru made...

mirai wa can't stop　yatte kuru
kanashii hodo hayaku forever
shiawase datte kizutsuita tte
dare ka wo aisuru toki just alive

anata ga suki de aitakute KISU ga
hyaku oku no yuki wo tsutau no
doko ka de guuzen ni meguriaeru hi made
wasurenakute mo baby
sukidemo ii desu ka?
zutto wasurenai...

English translation :
As shining winter fairies come floating down
I kissed your smiling picture because I had nothing else to do
At that long line outside of the movies, we vowed
To never stand in line here together again
But since my heart is next to yours
I still miss you even as a friend
But I can't turn back ever again

I love you, I want to see you again
With a kiss, expressed alongside ten billion snowflakes
Until the day that we happen to cross paths someplace
Baby, even if you forget me
Is it okay for me to still love you?
I'll never forget you

Since the moment that I was alone,
I've realised what true loneliness is
These overwhelming feelings in my heart that won't stop flowing out
Now, the way to love a person
Is so important that I think a person shouldn't forget it
No matter how many times my address changes
I'll never let go of that voice or that dream

Even if you love someone else as time flows by
I'll still remember you
Our destined meeting and the warmth we shared
I'm glad that it was you, and I can say it from my heart
Until we meet someday again

We can't stop the future from coming
The feeling of sadness can quickly become forever
Even if I get wounded when I'm happy
When I've fallen in love with a someone
Just alive

I love you, I want to see you again
With a kiss, expressed alongside ten billion snowflakes
Until the day that we happen to cross paths someplace
Baby, even if you forget me
Is it okay for me to still love you?
I'll never forget you .

just find this song nice . no other meaning :)

abandoned memories

2009-07-08T21:26:00.003+08:00

im getting more and more dissapointed in myself . she had done nothing wrong to deserve this . and somehow i felt so heartbroken , maybe its sympathy . im really confuse ! on my way to the skool today , i kept thinking about you and the happy times we had . but its all over , and im the one who cause all this . finally know the meaning of you reap what you sow . appear to be fine in appearance but felt so pain in heart .

I CRAVE FOR POCKY !!!!!!! ARRRRRRRRRGHHHHHX

hectic LIFE

2009-07-07T19:55:00.006+08:00

i felt so happy . finished the maths paper and i managed to do it :) well , today i think i could do well for the conversation but definitely not the reading . keep stumbling !! felt really dissapointed with myself for being nervous . just hope to get 7-8 marks and i will be contented .

today i told her everything . and maybe we shall end here .although you appeared to be allright , but im still worried . i could only say sorry , for hurting you and to start this relationship although i knew it would turn out to be likedat . just hope u could really stay strong and find some1 good enough to cherish you , love you and dote you . im just not good enuf for you . sorry !! i just couldnt bluff myself for not loving you anymore . i really feel happy to be with you , even its just a short period , yea . maybe you are right , but im just escaping my feeling . i know im a bastard , a real bastard , for hurting you and not puting myself in ur shoe . all i could say is ... sorry :(

gtg jogging now . bye ....

HAPPY YOUTH DAY

2009-07-06T22:25:00.004+08:00

happy youth day guys ! hahas . well , today the day was quite well spend :) wake up on 11 and went compass to study with kevin , cj , dean and ashley they all . actually not really studying , only chionging maths . hahas . finished the examintaion papers and left with test paper . then went to play pool at hougang plaza with kevin , zankai , juinn liang , CJ , da sao and mabel . 3win and 3 lose . lose 2x to kevin and 1 to CJ :X hahas . nvm la . its ok . then went buangkok eat with kevin . and here i am , HOME !

PS : 如何跟你说 ? DEKINAI ? o.o

where is the faith

2009-07-05T17:32:00.004+08:00

zzz . u can always believe me or not . i had said umpteen times that it was rumours . and for godsake i dunno how u knew it . but u should believe me . should'nt u ? if u still dun believe me , it's up to you . i have nothing to say .

TIRED

2009-07-04T02:12:00.001+08:00

just came back . just now went to eat with mabel and kevin they all . hahas . went jalan kayu and ate prata . so FULL till now cant sleep . hahas . quite fun but i really should had stay longer . so bored here . lol . nights guys

CRAZE !

2009-07-02T20:07:00.003+08:00

just back from compass . went to compass eat with kevin . it was so utter tedium . yawn . why cant we change our life ? woke up late today :X ! and was like i slpt so early ystd . must be too fatigued . then took lrt cos it was like alrdy 6.50 . but who knows ? some1 is later then i am ! =x hahahas . got 4 demerit today for unfinished eng homework . forgt to print the vocab out . zzz . totally crap ! then physic remedial is like whole lesson slacking . lols . INDRA dun even know i and yixiang went canteen to slack . about to go back saw ash and jo and we simply went back to the canteen again . LOL . then clarance came dwn too ! tdy DNT was fun too . Jas , JO and some POA ppl came to workshop pei us . lol . looking forward to tomorrow :)

PS : 我知道我不应该这样 . 但是这不是我想要的 , 而是我自己无法控制这一切的来临 .

trapped

2009-07-01T19:28:00.002+08:00

back from jogging ! feel like dieing . why is this happening srsly ?!!!!! felt so bad and bastard !:x somethings really wrong with me . ARGGHHXX ! i missed you , been a wk since we last see each other . feel like seeing u right now ! or i shouldnt ? >.>
as for today was quite interesting and time really flew in a blink of eye . the same thing happen again , just like ystd and monday . really hope this could continue forever . well , i myself also dunno why ! :x . O's coming ! had to buck up . lets not talk bout tis =D